Chapter 6 MORE PIECES OF THE PUZZLE

 

“I don’t get it,” said Pip.  “Now that he’s broken the seal, Alucard’s a free man, I mean vampire right?  So what would he still want with Lord Hellsing?  If I were him, I would be out of here as fast I could.”

Seras raised an eyebrow as Pip continued his ranting, barely resisting the urge to thump the mercenary on the head.

“For the life of me, I can’t think of any good reason he would take her away.”

Seras groaned inwardly.  Pip could be so dense at times.  “And they call me a bimbo,” she muttered under her breath.

“What was that Lady Seras?” asked Walter, looking up tiredly.  While still remarkably fit for a man of his age, the strain and worry of the last few days was beginning to show on the butler’s face.

“Oh nothing.  As you were saying Walter before this oaf interrupted?” prodded Seras embarrassedly while Pip scowled.

“As I was saying, my belief is that Sir Integra’s disappearance is connected to this engagement arranged by the Queen.  We had received her Majesty’s envoys at two earlier that day.  Sir Harold and Sir Randolph were highly secretive about the whole matter, merely indicating that Sir Integra would be receiving the Queen’s summons later in the evening after which she was to see the Queen immediately.  From the state of things, I don’t believe Lord Hellsing knew of this engagement before her disappearance.”

Walter’s pained expression at the word ‘engagement’ invoked an involuntary chuckle from Pip who immediately tried to hide it as a cough.  “I doubt Sir Integra would appreciate being married off just like that.”

Walter sighed softly as he got up from his seat.  As he slowly opened the windows in the southern end of the room, he said gravely, “Pip, you must understand that archaic as they are, arranged marriages are a way of life for the nobility.  None of us have a choice in this matter.”

Seras was thoughtful as she noticed the slight tinge of sadness in Walter’s voice and his choice of words.  “’Us,’ Walter had used us,” she mused.

“But why the Duke of Ellington?” Walter said, furrowing his brow.

“Is there something we should know?” asked Seras gently.

Walter replied hesitantly, “I doubt either of you know of the old feud between the previous Lord Hellsing, Alucard and the previous Duke.”

“The previous Duke?  The father of the present Duke of Ellington?” questioned Pip curiously.

“Well suffice to say there is a past between the two families, details of which you need not concern yourself with save to say that Alucard blames the death of the previous Lady Hellsing on her cousin.  He has never quite forgotten that incident and ...”

“Her cousin?” mouthed Pip in disbelief.  “The rumour is that the Duke is the next in line for the throne since the Crown Prince’s abdication.  So if this engagement goes through, our Sir Integra could possibly be the next queen of England?”

Seras gasped, surprised as she recalled the reputation of the present Duke of Ellington.  The man was a renowned playboy, his romantic escapades being constant headlines for the tabloids.  How in the world the Queen could have conceived such an incompatible match - even if Integra’s mother had been cousin to his father?

“Now wait a minute Walter, I know her Majesty is fond of Sir Integra but this is incredulous.  What next?  Don’t tell me she is actually Alucard’s or your daughter ...”

“Pip be serious!”

“Hey, I’m just citing an example ...” said Pip catching sight of the disconcerted look on Walter’s face, “It’s not possible, right?”

“Pip, stop interrupting and let Walter brief us!” chided Seras, finally losing her temper, giving the mercenary a death glare not unlike one frequently seen on Integra’s face when reprimanding Alucard.

Still gazing out of the windows uneasily, Walter continued “My theory is that Alucard had intercepted the Queen’s letter and has taken matters in his own hands.  However, even if he acted in honor of the late Lady to prevent marriage of her daughter to the man whose father he believes to be Lady Amelia’s murderer, I cannot condone his kidnap of Integra ...”

[“Seras ... Walter ...”]

Suddenly, Pip gave a cry as he noticed Seras collapsed on the floor, her face frightfully pale.

“I’m alright,” called out Seras haltingly as the mercenary rushed to her side.  “It was just a dizzy spell.”

“What happened?  Are you alright child?” Walter dashed over, his face full of concern at her pallor.   “Vampires don’t faint unless,” he paused, “have you been refusing your rations again child?”

“No,” replied Seras slowly.  Pale as vampires were, it was of great concern to Walter and Pip to see her ashen white.  “Walter,” she said suddenly clutching his hand excitedly, “I think I saw her Lordship.  For a moment, I heard her voice and then I saw it, through her eyes.”

“What?  Where is she?”

“I think she was in an old castle,” said Seras uncertainly as Pip supported her into a seating position.  “She was in a very large room, full of banners and I think there was a strange insignia on the chair in which she was seated ...”

“Lady Seras, about the insignia, was it one of a dragon entwined around a lion?” pressed Walter urgently as he recalled his nightmare.  And then it all made sense: the butler shuddered at the sudden realisation that he should have known all along where the castle was – hadn’t it been but 40 years ago that he had been in that accursed castle?

“I think so although I first thought of it as a winged snake fighting with a big cat ...”

“The sign of Dracul,” mouthed Walter slowly.  “His family insignia.”

“Can someone fill me in on this?  Are you saying she’s in Alucard’s castle?  In Romania?” asked Pip hesitantly.

“But Walter, if the previous Duke had harmed the late Lady Hellsing ...” stammered Seras.

“A misunderstanding,” replied Walter nervously.  “Now if you excuse me, I must consult the Hellsing journals for the exact location of the castle.  I do believe we are all overdue for a small chat with Alucard.  Pip prepare yourself and brief one or two of the men whom we can trust to take care of matters here at the mansion while we are away.  Lady Seras, are you with us?”

Seras nodded mutely as Walter turned to leave, unable to shake off the nagging feeling that there was something in the puzzle Walter was not telling them.

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“Vlad Tepes?  Dracula?  Alucard?” thought Integra confused as her mind quickly made the connections.  “No this cannot be, I must still be asleep.  This is a dream and no more,” said Integra to herself, closing her eyes again.

“Who are you madam?” repeated the child curiously, tugging more urgently at her dress.  “I have never seen you in this castle before.”

Fearful that she was not merely dreaming as she hoped, Integra rose quickly to curtsey.  She prayed she could pass off as a inhabitant of the castle, hoping that perhaps the way of the Romanian nobility was not too unlike her own.  “My name is Integra Hel-,” Integra said cautiously, biting back a cry of surprise as she noticed that the child’s eyes were, although redden from crying, a striking ice blue like hers.  “Where am I, my little lord?”

“I am not little,” replied the child strangely reminiscent of her own usual retort to Alucard.  “And you are in the ceremonial banquet hall.  Now before I call the guards, you should tell me who you are,” said the child, arms akimbo. 

Integra pursed her lips nervously as the young child studied her intently.  She had no idea what was going on.  What was she to do if this was no dream? 

“Perchance, are you my new English nurse?” asked young Vlad Tepes.   “Father mentioned getting me a foreign nurse to ensure that I learn more about other kingdoms.  Would you be her?”

“Yes my Lord.  Forgive me, it is as you have guessed.  My name is Integra Helens and I have just arrived from England to serve your family,” she lied uncomfortably.  The idea being in servitude to Alucard’s family greatly rankled the Hellsing spirit in her but she could think of no better story at the moment.

“What madness is this?” Integra thought.  “Have I by some strange spell gone back in time?  This is crazy!” she screamed internally.  “What do I do now?  If this is no dream, I am in deep trouble ...”

“Well then nurse, let us make haste from here,” Vlad Tepes said, the urgency in his voice breaking her thoughts.  “Father has strictly forbidden unauthorised entry to the ceremonial banquet hall.  He would punish you if he found you here without permission,” the young Vlad Tepes said as he walked to the door, motioning for her to follow him.  “Quickly nurse,” he urged.  “I have lessons with my tutor in the afternoon and father will be greatly displeased if he learns that I am tardy.”

Deciding to play along until she could better grasp her circumstances and figure out a solution, having no other possible option at the moment, Integra obediently followed the child.  “I beg my Lord’s forgiveness.  I was lost and perhaps too tired from the journey,” said Integra, smarting at the young prince’s reprimand. 

The child said nothing but walked faster, forcing Integra to struggle with her skirt to keep up with him.

“Until this I was still unsure if he was indeed the arrogant bastard I know,” she thought as she raised one eyebrow involuntarily in disbelief. 

“Oh please let this be a dream; wake up Integra,” she repeated in her mind, part of her still hoping in vain to wake from what she prayed was a dream as they walked quickly along the passageways until they came to a familiar oaken door.  Throwing aside the door, the young prince ran eagerly into the room.  Integra looked about in surprise as she recognised herself to be in the very chambers Alucard had assigned to her in her own time. 

“Read it,” cried the young prince eagerly as he pointed to a leather bound book lying on a reading desk in the middle of the room.  With detached amusement, Integra noted his childlike excitement.  “Read the second chapter to me nurse.  Quickly.  My tutor will be here soon and I would like to finish the story first.  I assume you can read.  My last nurse could not.  I hope you are not like her.”

Suppressing her mild annoyance at taking commands from Alucard (to be), Integra noticed the deep scratches on the back of his hand.  She had noticed the wounds for the first time, as he had lifted to point to the book on the table.  Despite herself, she found herself feeling extremely sorry for the child.  Instinctively cradling his hand gently in her own, she asked sadly, “Who did this?”

Vlad Tepes said nothing but merely stared at the floor.  Integra felt her heart ache as she saw the pain and frustration in the child’s eyes.

“Shall I dress your hand my Lord?” Integra asked, disbelieving at her own sympathy for the child that would grow up to be her kidnapper and whom she must have threatened a hundred times to stake.

The young prince shook his head before answering very quietly, “No, thank you nurse.”

“Well my Lord,” she asked, unsure of her next move.  “Shall we begin reading?”

Vlad Tepes nodded, looking happier.

Walking to the reading table, Integra opened the book quickly just as the young child sat down excitedly on one of the stools beside the table.  However, even before she had the chance to read the first word, Integra saw a frightful darkness escape from the pages – which quickly enveloped her and consumed the rest of the room.

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“Wake up Integra, wake up my child,” came a long forgotten voice in the darkness.  “Sleep no more.  Open your eyes and see what you have feared to acknowledge ...”

“Mother?” she cried out, recognising the voice.  Opening her eyes slowly, she was somewhat disappointed to find herself alone, seated against a huge apple tree.

“Where did this tree come from?” Integra thought as she began examining the tree carefully.  Integra blinked as she noticed a mark carved on its trunk.  A queer feeling came over her as she recognised the mark: a rough depiction of her family insignia, the Hellsing crest.

“What madness is this?” she said as she held her head, frustrated.  “Where am I now?  Is this a never-ending dream?  Where is this place?  When will I wake up?”

As if in response, a deep laugher broke out above her.

Startled, Integra glanced around, eager to track down the source of the sound. 

“Who are you?  How dare you mock Hellsing?  Come down here you knave,” she yelled angrily.  “Come down now before I make you.”

“Foolish woman,” mocked the voice (a woman’s), “Are the eyes of Hellsing mere decoration?  Do you not recognise who I am and can you truly make me do what I do not wish little girl?”

Looking up, Integra caught sight a crow perched up on the branches, by which great apples hung.

“Who are you?” Integra questioned just as she got a terrible shock of watching the crow disappear, leaving in its place ...

“Rip van Winkle,” Integra said disgustedly.  “I thought Alucard had disposed of you.  No, this cannot be real.  This is just a dream.”

Rip smiled cruelly as she looked down amusedly at Integra.  Plucking an apple, she bit into it before replying, “You think this is all but a dream?  Foolish humans, how long will you ignore what is so blatantly before you?  No matter, I assure you this is no ordinary dream even if you cannot fathom the issue of how it is possible we are meeting again Miss Hellsing.”  The vampire laughed again as if amused by Integra’s quizzed look.  “Nevertheless, I am glad you remember my name.”

“What do you want vampire?” said Integra, fighting an unexplainable horror within herself at the sight of the stain of the dark juice too remarkably similar to blood forming around Rip’s mouth as the vampire deliberately bit into the fruit again.

“Nothing,” replied Rip, grinning triumphantly, her fangs glistening with her face deadly white, white as salt.  “Nothing but you, nothing but you child,” she said as she licked her lips cruelly.

Without further hesitation, Integra took to her heels, running as fast as she could (dream or no dream, dress or no dress she did not like where this conversation was going); Rip after her.

“Foolish woman,” snarled Rip viciously, materialising suddenly in front of Integra, cutting off her route of flight.  “Do you not know there is no escaping fate?”

“Stay away from me vampire,” cried Integra, reaching instinctively for her revolver only to remember that it lay abandoned by her bedside.

Rip grinned cruelly as she grabbed Integra’s chin with one hand, her other hand running the half eaten apple against Integra’s lips.  Integra shuddered, Rip’s hand was deathly cold. 

“Have an apple dear?” said Rip speaking sweetly as she allowed some juice to drip into Integra’s mouth, her voice sounding strangely and horribly to Integra like her mother’s.

“I-I don’t think so,” gasped Integra.  The juice tasted sweet and yet horribly sickening as if mixed with blood.  As the juice flowed down her throat, Integra felt as if a knife had been plunged into her stomach.  She put her one hand painfully to her abdomen, the other vainly attempting to push Rip away.  “No, I-I don’t want ...”

Rip laughed cruelly.  “You simpleton.  Do you know what this is?   Don’t you want to know what really happened to your mother?  Who you really are?  This fruit will allow you to know ...”

Integra shook despite her best efforts.  “Don’t,” she cried.  “I don’t want ...” 

“Because living with the truth is more fearsome than living a lie isn’t it?  Don’t you want to know who your father really is?” Rip tempted.  “You know it as well as I do ... it isn’t Arthur is it?”

Integra stared, ashen faced in horror.  “Lies, keep your lies and devilish fruit away from me witch.”

“Witch?” repeated Rip with a strange smirk crossing her face.  “Integra, where are your manners?  Is this any way to greet your mother?”

“Mother?” gasped Integra reviled at the idea.  “Damn you monster!” she cursed, struggling once more to push Rip away.

“No it was not possible.  It had to be a lie ... Mother was not a vampire.  I’m going to kill this bitch!” cursed Integra silently under her breath and she studied her opponent quietly, hoping to find some weakness to her advantage.

“Monster?  Bitch?” questioned Rip amusedly as she bit once more into the apple.  “Yes, a monster.  However, moulded from your mother Amelia Hellsing,” she snarled.  Integra grimaced in disgust, fighting the impulse to gag at the sight of some of the dark juice flowing down the vampire’s chin as she spoke.  “An unholy alliance between the professor’s genius, her body stolen from the grave and /his/ dark blood.  Don’t you see the resemblance?  You and me ... we are perfect sides of the same coin, one striving for the darkness, one striving for the light.”

“You lie,” Integra winced as Rip’s hold on her chin tightened, forcing her to open her mouth a little more.  “You ...”

“Lies?  No matter,” Rip said before suddenly taking Integra’s mouth with her own, forcing the remainder of the sickly fluid down her throat.

Integra struggled futilely; the liquid burned horribly, causing Integra’s vision to blur and her head to hurt.  After what seemed an eternity, Rip finally released her, laughing in morbid satisfaction as Integra crumpled at her feet.

“What have you fed me?” demanded Integra, struggling to fight the pounding migraine that was threatening to overwhelm her.

She received no answer but a malicious laughter.  It rang painfully in her ears, even as her surroundings were engulfed in silent darkness again.

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Choking, she spat out the awful, coppery tasting liquid within her mouth. 

Integra opened her eyelids slowly.   A voice in her head told her that she was back in her time but she knew with a dreadful foreboding that something terrible had happened.  

“Voices?  Was I hearing voices?” she wondered with uncertainty.  “Was it a nightmare or a foreshadowing of the horrors to come?”

As her head cleared and her vision slowly came into focus, Integra recognised with disgust that the sticky liquid she had spat out and with which her dress was covered was blood.

“Am I bleeding?” she wondered, inspecting herself for signs of injury, finding none.  While the knowledge that she was not wounded was usually welcomed news, the lack of hurt in her body was now, on the contrary, most terrifying and disconcerting.  And then she realised what her body had found so amiss -  her vision was strangely clear but her glasses were most certainly lying broken beside her. 

She took one look at Alucard was standing at the other end of the hall before she screamed.

 

 

 

Chapter 7 DESPERATELY SEEKING ANSWERS

 

Pip sighed, desperately trying to refocus on the task of mapping up Alucard’s castle.  They had flown from London three days ago but had stopped at a military airbase in the Czech Republic 20 kilometres from the city of Prague to refuel and to rest.  It was most convenient that the commander of the airbase was an old acquaintance of Walter’s with an intimate knowledge of Tirgoviste and its surroundings.

Walter and Seras had been working non-stop for the past few nights trying to figure out a plan to rescue Sir Integra while he had been charged with the duty of mapping out the terrain around Alucard’s stronghold.  Pip had studied the maps within the commander’s possession and was amazed by the manner in which the castle was constructed.

“Despite being an old man, he’s quite the militarist; you have to give it to him,” thought Pip aridly.  Considering the powers that Alucard had already exhibited even when under Hellsing control, it was unwise to attempt a direct clash with him.

Attempts to sneak into the castle were fraught with difficulties.  The castle was perched upon a sheer cliff made of solid granite and was surrounded by valleys.  There was only one road up to the castle, through a small village both some distance away from Tirgoviste.  It was impossible to scale the cliffs for one.  For another, even if they were foolhardy enough to challenge the mountain, they could not have done so without being noticed by the castle’s inhabitants.  Although the presence of the small village located at the foot of the hill permitted them the option of trying to mingle into the castle as one of the locals, the possibility that they would be recognised quite quickly as strangers outweighed the attractiveness of the idea.

There had been a route by the other side of the mountain through a forest and across the Arges river.  Unfortunately, the only bridge across the river had been broken a week back, leaving the raging river impassable.

“I would have preferred to drop a whole bloody army platoon on him from the skies but even then, who knows.”

Putting down his map, Pip rubbed his eyes irritably as he felt a headache creeping up.  They had been under tremendous stress for the last few days.  Walter had advised him to get a quick nap before excusing himself to catch up with his old friend.  Unfortunately, as exhausted as his mind was, the adrenaline in his body was stubbornly keeping him awake.

Idly, he looked across the room at the corner where Seras’ coffin lay.  Despite his fatigue, Pip could not help but recall with amusement the young vampire’s surprised reaction the last time Alucard had playfully sealed her within her coffin before shipping her off to Brazil.

In his short time with Hellsing, Pip was amazed and impressed by the growth in maturity Seras had exhibited.  When they had first met, she was but an extremely shy woman/vampire; unsure of and even frightened by her own powers.  In but a matter of months, she had become an efficient soldier, earning her place amongst the elite of the Hellsing organisation. 

“Man, look at the time,” thought Pip adjusting the strap of his watch as he examined it.  “We are scheduled to leave tonight.  I need to pack”.  Sifting through the mess of maps on the table, he was surprised to come across a thin bound journal.

“What’s this?” he thought as he idly leafed through its pages.  He recognised the neat handwriting as that belonging to Seras.  A quiet little voice inside his head tried to remind him that Seras would probably not be too happy if she caught him nosing through her journal but this was quickly drowned out by the other louder voice of curiosity.

 

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April 7

We will leave London later this morning.  We have not taken many things with us, just my coffin, the Hellsing journals by Lord Abraham on Master and some weapons.

I had argued last night that we should have taken a small army with us but on retrospect, I think Walter’s reasoning is right.  This mission would be jeopardised if anyone outside the three of us even remotely suspected Sir Integra’s disappearance.  Our priority is to locate Sir Integra and Walter has expressed his opinion that if we are to secure her freedom, it is by guile and not by force.

Master is much too powerful to fight directly.  He is more powerful than any of us can imagine now that the seal has been broken.  However, I would find myself less nervous if I had two Halcyons, no make that three.

 

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April 8

We have arrived at a military airbase in the Czech Republic.  I have always wanted to visit the scenic city of Praha but not under these circumstances.  Walter has begun his research on the journals by Lord Abraham van Helsing.  The castle is not as one expects, smack in the middle of Transylvania as all those Dracula movies would have you believe, but is located near Tirgoviste in Wallachia.

I wonder what Master has in plan for Sir Integra.  I am nervous that he may be reading my mind but Walter assures me that the bottle of blessed water in my uniform pocket will prevent him from detecting my presence.  He swears that he has done the same with much success when he has had need for his own privacy.  I wonder what Walter means.

We have spent the whole night researching the journals while Pip is working on mapping the terrain of the castle.  It is not going to be easy finding a way into the castle.  We also have yet to find out how Master was subdued, something we need desperately to repeat.

I have asked Walter to rest.  He is worn out with fatigue and worry for Sir Integra.  I will read the records a little more myself – it is at least another four hours before dawn.  Pip has fallen asleep.  He looks like a child in his sleep.

Note to self: I must be very careful not to break that bottle when I sit or lie down.

 

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April 9

They are all exhausted and Walter is more frantic with worry for her Lordship’s life as the days pass even though he does not say so.

We will leave for Tirgoviste tomorrow night.  In the last two days I keep having dreams of Sir Integra.  The one last night was of her being tied up against a tree, screaming as a phantom in black residing amongst its branches chuckled malevolently.

I have informed Walter of my dreams of Sir Integra, although for his sake, I have omitted their exact content.  I have asked him if I am going mad.  He assures me I should be still sane but believes that I am experiencing some of her Lordship’s dreams.  Having taken her blood recently, he postulates that I could be connected telepathically to her Lordship.  Apparently some vampires can gain momentary telepathic links with persons whose blood they have taken – provided the aforesaid person has not been turned into a ghoul.  This would explain my recent visions of Sir Integra.  They are so avid I almost expect her to appear in front of us any moment.

There are so many things to learn about my new life.  I know so little of vampires.  I only know that Master had been bound to servitude of the Hellsing family by their blood.  I wonder what has gone through his mind all these years.

I wonder if he reads Sir Integra’s thoughts?  I wonder if she can read his?

The bottle of holy water is still safe in my pocket.

 

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“Ahem ...”

Pip jumped, startled to find one rather annoyed Seras Victoria standing behind him.

“And what are you doing with my diary?” asked Seras.

“Diary?” smiled Pip weakly.  “I though it was a military record,” he stammered

“Very funny Pip.  The next time I catch you, you’re a dead mercenary,” answered Seras, snatching the journal out of his hands.

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Integra screamed, her terror increasing by the moment as her mind fought to comprehend what had just happened.

“Integra ...” said Alucard, approaching her.

“No,” she sobbed.  “Don’t come near.”

“Integra ...”

“You did this to me,” she yelled and with a strength and speed that surprised her, she realised that she had slammed him against the wall.

“What is happening to me?” she cried, confused.  “Tell me,” she begged.

“He has awoken from his 500 year slumber seeking his Valkyries,” replied Alucard cryptically.

“What rot is this?  Who is this person?  Why is there blood in my mouth?  What have you fed me?” she demanded hysterically.

“You know what happened.  He was here wasn’t he?  Even in my sleep I felt his presence,” answered Alucard. 

“What?”

He yelled, his voice barely restrained with fury, “You saw her didn’t you?  His dark emissary!”

Integra stared in surprise at the torrent of emotions that had suddenly erupted from Alucard.  In all her years, she had never seen his eyes so wild with hate.  “What are you talking about?  Explain yourself immediately!” she commanded, attempting to assert her authority.

Alucard continued as if as he did not hear her.  “I have sworn for these 500 years that I would seek out the bastard and finish what I should have done 500 years ago.”

Integra stared, confused as her mind began swirling.  What was Alucard rambling about?  Were they under threat from an ancient vampire?  How was Hellsing to deal with such a monster especially if it had its hands full already with a renegade one?

“I did not know until I tasted her blood ...”

“Rip?” asked Integra, fighting the nausea that was threatening to overwhelm her.  Was Rip really created from her mother?  What sort of monster was this to have the gall to desecrate her mother’s body?

“I didn’t know that he had taken her.  I only found out after I killed her that she was ...”

“Why didn’t you tell me?” she screeched as she tightened her grip on his scarf.

“Would it have done any good?” he questioned, his voice strained with a strange emotion she could not quite identify.  “Would you have spared her?  This is your fate.”

“But ...” she stared at him aghast.

“You refused my blood all these years only to have his forced upon you,” spat Alucard almost savagely.

Integra stared at Alucard fearfully.  “You mean I am ... like ... one of ...”

Alucard said nothing as he melted into the shadows of the wall but Integra thought that for a brief moment, she saw a look of pity upon his face.

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Walter paced the room nervously.  They had entered Romania by plane and had taken a 2-day journey by car from the airport to this little village by the foot of the mountains.  It was fortunate Josef had his contacts within Romania.  Too many questions would have been asked if they had tried to ask for a vehicle with all the windows sealed up on their own.

The villagers had regarded them with suspicion at their arrival three nights ago.  It would appear that strangers were rare, few visiting the village save for the odd Dracula enthusiast.

He had tried to visit the castle earlier but was prevented by a few men who had blocked his path.  When he had tried to explain that he was really a tourist, he had been told that the castle was off-limits for renovations.

As he had turned to leave, he caught one of them saying to the other in their native Romanian dialect, “... the master of the castle has returned.”

He had studied the watch for the last two nights.  The foot of the mountain path up to the castle was guarded constantly by a patrol of two men save for a brief 3-minute interval around midnight during the change of guards.

It would appear any attempt to reach the castle would have to be done during those three minutes despite the risks should they meet Alucard then.  Walter glanced up from his papers.  The sun was setting and Seras would be awaking soon.

Just then, a soft knock was heard on the door.

“Pip is that you?” asked Walter warily.

There was no reply, only another knock.

Walter opened the door, surprised to find a woman with long white hair fainted on the floor.  Brushing her hair aside, he was surprised to recognise the stranger.

“Sir Integra,” he cried in hushed tones as he cradled her limp body in his arms.

 

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April 15

Sir Integra has returned today.  Walter found her collapsed by the door.  She looks pale but we have found no evidence that Alucard has attacked her in any way.  Walter is extremely concerned about her condition.  Her hair is all white as if she had been subjected to extreme stress in the last few days.

The village doctor assures us she is fine.  He has urged us to flee the village but refuses to say anymore.  Sir Integra has been sleeping since we found her outside the inn door.  The innkeeper was initially reluctant to let us take her in but Pip’s stash of cigarettes appears to have convinced him otherwise.

She tosses in her sleep as if suffering from violent nightmares.  The strange link between our minds has been broken since our arrival to the village.  I do not understand why this is so.  I should be relieved but I have a foreboding feeling about this.

The innkeeper’s daughter visited Sir Integra with her mother this afternoon.  The middle-aged woman left a little rosary on Sir Integra’s bed before making a strange sign towards Sir Integra’s sleeping figure and towards me.  The older lady refused to enter the room but stood at the door praying the whole time.  They seem afraid of us.

I wonder if this is of any significance but I cannot find Sir Integra’s glasses.  I wonder how she had made her way down without them.  I wonder why Master had not prevented her from leaving.

 

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April 16

Sir Integra still does not awaken.  She has developed a fever last night.  The doctor has given her antibiotics but the temperature persists.

The villagers seem unusually tense.  What has happened?

 

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April 17

A strange and horrible thing has happened!  I was, in a bid to bring down her temperature, sponging her Lordship’s feverish body when I accidentally broke the bottle of holy water upon me.  As a drop of the blessed water fell upon her Lordship’s breast, I was horrified to see it leave a light brown mark.

I have told Walter.  He is nearly mad with anger.  We have examined her teeth but found no other signs of vampirism on her.  We do not understand what has happened.  What has Master done?

 

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April 18

Pip who had left for the nearest town two nights ago has managed to contact Commander Josef’s friend.  He will pick us up tomorrow evening.  We should be in Praha in 2 days if all goes well.

The mark has not gone away, but the light brown scar across Sir Integra’s chest has turned lighter somewhat.  We fear the worst.  Her signs are not dissimilar to that which has been recorded to have been experienced by Madam Mina Harker before Lord van Helsing’s capture of Master.

Has Master fed Sir Integra his blood against her will?  The records have shed some light on what could possibly have happened to Sir Integra.  In the absence of freak chips, only truly powerful vampires can sire other vampires.  This is done by first draining the victim of all his or her blood, bringing the victim’s heart close to arrest.  To complete the embrace, the vampire will feed his own blood to the victim just before the heart stops.  Extremely old and powerful vampires can however, cause their victim vampiric poisoning by merely feeding the victim their blood.  Although still human, should the affected victim consume blood, the embrace will be completed and the victim will die, only to rise again as a vampire himself.

The only way to break the spell is to defeat the vampire responsible before the victim gives into his or her bloodlust.

We will have to confront him.  There is no doubt about that.  If he is responsible for this, even I will not forgive him.

 

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Walter sighed worriedly as he took her temperature.  Although the fever had subsided late last night, Integra had not awoken since they had found her collapsed on the floor last week.

They had flown her to the military airbase in Prague and were awaiting the arrival of Doctor Trevor.  In his usual discreet manner, Josef had asked no questions but had quietly arranged for living quarters for them at his private residence off the base.

Carefully, Walter examined his charge.  The mark left by the blessed water had faded slightly but was still distinctly visible.  This was not a good sign.

The old man knelt down wearily by her bed.  “Dear God, please let her be alright.  Preserve her immortal soul for blessed Amelia’s sake ...” he prayed.

As he went to get her medicine, he could not help but notice the raven outside the window.

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Integra awoke, somehow she must have managed to escape her imprisonment as she was upon the road down to the village.  Two strangers were quite close.  One was what appeared to be a knight in black armour with his visor down.  The other was a lady who wore a long fluttering dress of dazzling red.

“Who are you?” Integra cried out in confusion at the figure dressed in red before her.  Was it her imagination or did Integra see her own likeness in the woman’s face even though her hair was white and her eyes red?  The knight stood silently beside his lady. 

The woman said nothing but merely gestured for Integra to follow her as she turned to leave.  Just then, Integra heard a familiar voice cry out behind her, “No, Integra, it is a trap.”

Looking behind her shoulder, Integra saw that it was Seras who had called to her.  Relieved, Integra turned towards the young vampire.  However, she had barely taken two steps, when she found herself strangely unable to move any further towards Seras - just as Seras too appeared to be prevented from advancing further towards Integra.

Integra became painfully aware of the fact that while Seras was trying to tell her something, she could not hear what the young vampire was trying to say.  It was almost as if a thick glass wall had been erected between them just as she was about to reach Seras.

“Seras?” she cried, straining her eyes to decipher what the young vampire was trying to tell her as she pounded desperately against the invisible barrier between them.

“I can’t hear you,” Integra yelled, “there’s something here ...”

Before she could finish her sentence, Seras had vanished: just as suddenly as she appeared.  Integra could not help but gasp in panic.

“Why do you not follow?  Why did you turn back?”

Integra turned to see the strange woman in front of her.  She held out her hand beckoningly.  “Come Integra, you must follow me.”

As she deliberated whether she should take the strange woman’s hand or run, Integra felt icy cold fingers grab her wrist.  Before she could figure out what was happening, she realised that she had somehow been teleported into a richly decorated room.  How this came to be she did not know.  However, looking around, Integra recognised herself to be alone in one of the rooms in the Hellsing manor - even though the furniture looked slightly different.

“Sweet mercies,” she cried.  “Am I still stuck in these horrible illusions?”

She ran toward the doors, but just as she was about to approach them, she found herself back in the middle of the room.  Angrily, she screamed – but at whom she herself did not know.

“Who are you?  Show yourself at once or leave me be.  Damn you and these horrible dreams!”

“Horrible dreams?” chuckled the sweet quiet voice behind her.  “What dreams dear Integra?”

Integra turned to find the strange lady smiling sweetly at her.  A very sweet and drowsy smell seemed to come from the woman making it harder and harder to think.

The strange woman began to speak.  “There are no dreams Integra, merely memories.  Why do you seek me?”

“Seek you?” asked Integra drowsily.  “I didn’t seek anyone.  I was ...”

“You were?” prompted the lady sweetly.  The strange woman was beautiful and young and yet if you looked at her closely, you would have felt that there was something that was not quite so right about her.  “Do you know who you are?  Have you not yet discovered the things which they have hidden from you?” the woman asked.

“I am ...” With her last thread of self-control, Integra turned her back to the woman, holding her hands to her face.  She slapped her cheeks in a desperate bid to sober herself from the stupour that was threatening to overcome her.  “You are all a nightmare, this is not real.  I shall awaken and will be in England dictating the next mission to Alucard ... this is all not real!” she said, almost shouting by now.

The strange woman laughed: the richest most musical laugh imaginable.  “Well sweet thing,” she said as she walked forward and wrapped her arms around Integra’s body.  “I am Horror.  You have found me and you shall have what you must learn.”

“I did not seek you,” replied Integra indignantly as she tried to push Horror away.  “And what is this which I must learn?” she mouthed weakly.

“That which you must learn,” repeated Horror softly and solemnly.

Integra was about to protest when she realised that someone was coming into the room.  Involuntarily, she held her breath, as part of her sensed that she was about to be shown something very important.

The door opened and two men stepped into the room.  Integra bit her lip to stop herself from crying aloud as she recognised the older gentleman.  The younger man looked familiar but she was not quite so sure that he was whom she supposed he was.

“Don’t worry, they can’t hear us,” she heard Horror whisper into her ear.  “We don’t exist in their time no more than they in ours.”

“Adam,” said the older man sternly.

“Adam?” thought Integra.  She had recognised the older gentleman as her great grandfather Abraham van Helsing (before her grandfather had anglicised their family name).  She had memorized every detail from his portraits since she had been a little girl.  Was the younger man Adam Hellsing, her grandfather?

“Father what is it you wished to speak to me about?” asked the younger Hellsing (in his late thirties), clearly nervous.

Abraham scowled.  “And what are you planning to do about the girl?”

“The girl, father?  Of whom are you speaking?” replied Adam, his face a little flushed.

“You know of whom I am speaking,” said Abraham angrily.  “You think that I am still in the dark as to the foolish charade you have set up with Evelyn?”

Adam said nothing, his face deathly pale.

“Surely you do not forget your marriage vows to your wife?  To remain faithful to her unto death?” bellowed the old man.  “You think it possible I would not find out that you have had a daughter with another woman?”

“I ...” stammered Adam.

“Do not think I am in the dark as to what you have been up to during your time as your cousin-in-law’s assistant in India.  Your cousin has confessed that Amelia is not merely the child of a faithful servant, adopted by her and Henry.  The mother had died in childbirth, deserted by you.  In her decency, your cousin would not let you leave your flesh and blood alone in India, unable to fend for herself.”

Adam Hellsing said nothing but merely looked at the floor, as if wishing it could swallow him and hide him from his father’s wrath.

“What have I raised you to be?” said the elder Hellsing.  “Your mother would turn in her grave if she knew.  I had consented to you joining Henry during his stint as governor of India hoping that you would learn to do something useful with your life.  Instead, I find that you have been fooling around in India.  More unbelievable is the fact you had deserted the poor woman even though she was pregnant with your child!”

Abraham Helsing was livid as he continued with his tirade.  “We are knighted by her Majesty to protect great England and all her people from the undead.  We are sanctioned by the church to defend its people from the forces of darkness.  I have served my country but failed my conscience.  I fight evil but what do I find in my own household?  My son behaving like some common heathen!”

Integra gasped ashen faced.  Amelia actually her grandfather’s daughter?  But would that not make her father and mother siblings?  Was she ...

“Father, I ...”

“Shut up, I will not let your wife Minerva learn of this.  She would die of a broken heart if she knew.  Evelyn and Henry shall continue to raise Amelia as the child they adopted from India.  No one must ever know of this disgraceful state of affairs except for the four of us, do you understand?” admonished the elder Helsing, his voice a mix of anger and sadness.

“Yes father,” replied Adam, his hands shaking.

“Now go before I change my mind and kill you.”

Integra gasped as her surroundings suddenly melted away, leaving her and Horror standing in the middle of the manor’s gardens.

“So Integra, the Hellsing closet has more skeletons than one can imagine ...” mocked Horror.

“Fiend,” Integra snarled, pulling herself loose of the embrace.  “Who are you?  Are you too his harbinger of doom?  Who is your master?” she demanded savagely.

“Shh ... patience.  There is more you have yet to learn of,” laughed Horror as she pointed towards the bushes in front of them.  “He will reveal himself to you when he is ready.  Behold, your parents approach ...”

“What do you mean,” asked Integra before realising that Horror had disappeared.  In her place stood the knight.  He said nothing but merely raised a black gauntlet, pointing silently at the lovers entering the garden.

“Mother and ...” mouthed Integra in disbelief, her face drained of all color.  “My father is ... is ...”

 

 

 

Chapter 8 SKELETONS IN THE CLOSET

 

Integra watched intently as the woman she recognised to be her mother stepped through the gazebo.  Amelia was wearing a simple white dress with her platinum blonde hair piled neatly in a bun.

It was then Integra noticed it, the birthmark right below the hairline on Amelia’s neck.  Involuntarily, Integra reached to touch the back of her own neck.  She could not help but stare dumbfounded.  She had always heard the servants comment how much she resembled her mother but she had not expected this.

“Thank you for your help,” said Amelia, curtseying.  “I shudder to think what would have happened to me if you hadn’t arrived then.”

“It was no bother milady,” replied her companion.  “Please be careful in the future, the streets are full of gangsters and petty thugs these days.  I would not advise you to wander on your own in the evenings.  Your fiancee would be devastated if anything untoward happens to you.”

Integra strained her eyes to catch sight of the man whose voice she was hearing.  Part of her was sorely disappointed that the gentleman was not showing any intention of entering the gardens; yet the other part of her was relieved, dreading the knowledge that she was about to gain.

“A foolish act on my part truly,” replied Amelia softly.  “But I was anxious to purchase the cigars for Arthur.  Oh, pardon me for forgetting my manners.  Will you come in?  The least I could offer you is a cup of tea.”

“I regret that I must decline your kind offer milady.  I will need to report to my post in ten minutes.”

“I thought I knew everyone in the organisation,” said Amelia.  “But it seems I may have missed you sir.  Are you new here?”

“No, but I was in Scotl’nd for the last six months,” replied the man who sounded as if he was in his early thirties.  “I must have been still seconded to the Scottish army when you arrived.”

Integra froze as she slowly realised who the speaker was. 

“That probably explains it.  I’m sorry to have taken up some much of your time.  Perhaps if you could allow me to offer you tea at another time sir,” said Amelia.  As she turned, Integra noted a slight flush on her mother’s face.

“It couldn’t be ...” muttered Integra soundlessly.  “It cannot be.”

“I take my leave milady,” replied the man.

“Wait.  Sir if I may have the pleasure of knowing your name.”

“No, the pleasure is mine milady.  The name’s Walter, Walter Kum Dorne.

Just then, another voice spoke.  “Walter, you can have tea another day.  Hurry up, I anticipate a good hunt tonight,” said the second voice impatiently.

“Yes Alucard,” replied Walter sounding amused.  “We take our leave milady.”

Integra sank to her knees.  The fading footsteps indicated that the speakers were leaving.  Had that been Walter and Alucard?

“...  Behold, your parents approach ...” 

Horror had said that the man with whom her mother was speaking was her father ... but it was impossible, it could not be ... could it?

“Amelia, who were you speaking too?”

Integra turned to catch sight of a distinguished woman in her early forties.  Her dark eyes were cold and she had a rather strict look about her.  If the woman had been younger, the resemblance would have been uncanny.

“Rip van Winkle?  How can this be?  I thought ...” mouthed Integra silently.  “She shouldn’t exist in this time but ...”

“Good evening Lady Minerva,” replied Amelia, curtseying.  “I was just speaking to the men I met at the gates.”

“I see,” replied Minerva dryly.  “Amelia, I would have not thought that I would need to impress upon you your changed status.  You are a member of this distinguished family and it will not simply do to have you fraternizing with the troops like the maids in this house.  I do not wish to have to repeat this again.”

“Yes, Lady Minerva,” replied Amelia as the elder lady began walking away.

Suddenly, Integra felt cold metallic fingers circle her throat.  Before she could react, she found herself pinned to the floor.  Despite her increased strength, the knight was too strong for her as she struggled in vain to pry his strong fingers off her throat.  She gasped desperately for breath as she felt the life being squeezed out of her body.  Her vision blurring rapidly from the lack of air, she could just about make out the outline of Horror who had reappeared beside the knight.

“W-h-o are t-he-y?”

“That is an interesting question is it not Integra?” said Horror with great amusement in her voice.  “So many questions, so little time.  Save your breath girl, there is not much left.”

“Fiend,” cursed Integra in her mind.

Horror said nothing but merely laughed sweetly as she sat upon the grass.  Running her fingers idly through Integra’s hair, she giggled as the platinum strands turned white at her touch.  “Give up child.  Rest and let him have your soul,” said Horror soothingly.  “Sleep the endless sleep.  Why fight anymore?”

As Integra stared blankly at Horror, a second voice (sounding like her own) prompted, “Your existence is a mistake, a symbol of all that is perverse.  Give up and die.”

“Yes why not,” said Horror.  “Sleep and rest.  It’s no use.  You are defeated.”

“But soon the real battle will begin,” said a third voice.  “Give up now and you might as well end your misery yourself.”

Integra was jolted back into reality at the familiarity of the third voice.  “Alucard,” she thought.

“It’s no use,” said Horror sweetly even though her face (which was inches from Integra’s own) was contorted with anger.  “Even he has abandoned you, you are on your own child.”

Just managing enough strength to lift her right hand, Integra dug her fingers into Horror’s eyes.  Horror screamed as blood gushed from her injured eyes.  “You’ll pay for this Integra,” she screeched as she began writhing on the floor in pain.

The knight stared confusedly at his injured lady.  As his hold on Integra’s neck loosened briefly, Integra took advantage of his distraction to call upon her last hope of rescue.

“A-L-U-C-A-R-D,” she yelled, exhausting the last ounce of strength in her body.

The hold on her throat tightened.  Just before she blacked out, Integra thought she caught sight of a flash of red.

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She felt something cool upon her forehead.  She opened her eyes slowly.  As her vision slowly focused, she recognised the man knelt by her bed, sponging her face carefully.

“Sir Integra,” called a surprised Walter, finding his charge awake at last.  “Sir Integra, do you recognise me?”

“Walter, is that really you?  Where am I?  This is not another of those horrible dreams is it?”

“Dreams?” asked Walter uneasily.

“I’ve been having the most awful dreams.  I dreamt I was attacked and Aluc- ...”

“No, Sir Integra, this is no dream.  You are safe with us now.”

“Where are we?”

“We’re presently in the Czech Republic,” replied Walter, his voice full of worry. 

Integra said nothing.  Her attention was focused at the mirror near the foot of her bed for staring back at her was a woman whose hair was white as snow.

“How did you find me?  And my hair,” she said as she recalled her near fatal encounter with Horror, “Walter, my hair, it’s ...”

“The doctor that found you attributed the color-change to the stress of the last few days.” Walter lied quickly.  “He said that you should recover with sufficient rest.  Some workers restoring Alucard’s abandoned castle had found you unconscious in the basement.  You were severely undernourished.  The workers were scared witless but fortunately someone had the sense to carry you down to the village for immediate treatment.”

“Restoration?”

“Yes, I do believe there is presently a project to restore the castle for use as a tourist attraction.”

“How ironic,” she said cradling her head.  “I am alive and I guess I should be thankful for that.  There are certain perils from being the great granddaughter of a famous vampire hunter.”

“Forgive me Integra.  I beg your forgiveness for allowing all this to have happened to you.”

“Don’t be too harsh on yourself Walter,” Integra sighed, “My arrogance was the cause of my downfall.  Alucard was a ticking time bomb and to think that I believed I could simply leash the devil and control him,” she said softly.  “How will I face my father?”

“Integra!  I ...”

“Perhaps Alucard knew.”

“Knew what?”

“That my blood was tainted; that my father was not ...”

“My Lordship,” Walter gasped.  “That is not true.”

Integra half-laughed bitterly.  “I will have to report this to the Queen but right now, all I want to do is to go home.”

“Integra.”

“I want to go home.  As soon as practically possible.”

Walter answered uneasily as he turned to leave the room, “Yes Sir Integra. But I will first need to get Doctor Trevor to make sure you are alright.”

“Walter?”

“Yes Sir Integra?”

Integra breathed deeply.  “Walter, before you go.  Tell me, did you know my mother well?”

“We were good friends,” he replied, his voice slightly strained.  “She was ... a wonderful lady and dear friend.”

“Can you tell me more about her?” Integra asked quietly.  “Please?”

She swallowed as she saw her butler’s shoulders stiffened involuntarily.  “I will tell you all I know when we are back in England Sir Integra,” he answered, his back to her.  “Rest now while I get Doctor Trevor.”

She stared intently at his leaving figure, fighting the million questions going through her mind.  Could she ask him?  What would he say?  Had Horror been real or was she but the product of an over-imaginative mind? 

“No, this is madness,” she told herself strictly.  “It was just a nightmare.  It was not real.  Horror does not exist.”

Still, she couldn’t help wondering.  Were her nightmares suppressed truths or was the suggestion that either her faithful steward or Alucard was actually her father all but foolish fancies?

Why did Lady Minerva look like a older version of Rip?

And most importantly, why was she an exact replica of her mother Amelia, down to the birthmark behind their necks?

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Dr Trevor looked at Walter worriedly as they approached the helicopter.  “Walter, about Integra.”

“Hush,” whispered Walter urgently.  “Return with the required medicine quickly and tell no one in England we are here.”

“How long do you plan to keep this from her?” asked the doctor.  “Look Walter, the other knights are getting suspicious.”

“Stall them as long as you can Edward.  Integra doesn’t need to know anything because it’s going to end soon.  We are leaving for his castle now.  With his death, she will be free of his accursed mark.”

“But ... it’s Alucard we’re talking about,” said Dr Trevor, his face turning pale.  “Can you truly say that you are confident of subduing him?”

“No,” replied the butler gravely.  “That’s why Pip and Seras are coming with me.  If I fail, it falls upon them to finish my work.”

“But Walter, this is madness.  We might have had a chance thirty years ago but ... Furthermore, is it wise to leave her here alone, unguarded?”

“I can only hope the spells employed one hundred years ago by Lord Helsing still work.”

“But  ...” said Doctor Trevor hesitantly.  “What if ...”

“No more questions doctor.  We each have our work cut out for us.  No one must know of what has happened this last few weeks.  Not ever.  This is a secret we must take to our graves.”

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Integra stared at the ceiling of her room listlessly.  Dr Trevor had left an hour ago after a lengthy examination.  Despite his assurance that her that everything was fine and that she should be up and about within a week, Integra felt uneasy.  Walter had also tried to assuage her worries - after all, as he said, she had been subjected to extreme stress and rest could only be good for her.  She would be home in England within a week and life would be, in the words of the good doctor, “fine”. 

Except the situation was anything but fine.  The two men were keeping something from her.  Her throat was horribly dry.  The curtains in her room were always tightly drawn and even in his inspection, the doctor had kept her room dimly lit. 

And there was still the inexplicable fact that she was having perfect vision without her glasses and in such dim conditions.  Shuddering, she recalled her encounter with Rip van Winkle.

“No, I mustn’t think that way.  There must be some rationale explanation for all this,” she chided herself sternly.

[Knock, knock]

“Come in,” she answered, looking intently as the door opened and two soldiers entered.  The two soldiers gestured Integra to remain still as a third man wheeled in a strange contraption from which tubes filled with a reddish liquid hung.  A strangely familiar and delicious smell wafted through the room.  Integra was horrified at her own reaction to a smell that had previously sickened her. 

Blood.  It was the undeniable smell of blood.

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Two more days had passed since she had awoken.  She was growing increasingly frustrated at the constant blood transfusions she was subjected to – once every four hours.  There was something not quite right about the whole thing.  Perhaps her dream had been ...

“Not quite right is the word,” chuckled a low voice in the dark.

“Alucard,” she snarled before she was surprised by her own reaction.  Her voice sounded strange to her, almost feral.  “How did you find us so quickly?”

She looked around for a weapon, dismayed to find none.

“Do you think you could have left my castle if I did not intend you too?” he asked, leaning idly against the curtains.  “Walter tried to keep me away with your great grandfather’s old spells but, as you humans are fond of saying, history has a strange way of repeating itself.”

“What do you mean?”

“It was most useful that one of your guards forgot to renew the seal around your room.”

“Damn you,” Integra cried just as she felt a sharp pain go through her head. 

“Still adjusting aren’t you?” said Alucard, smirking.  “Regretfully, I remember the initial pain all too well.”

“What are you talking about,” she demanded.  “What am I adjusting to?”

“You don’t remember?”

“Remember what?”

Alucard said nothing but stared at her intently.

He walked over slowly before sitting down by the side of her bed.  “Integra, you disappoint me.  I thought you would have realised what was happening much sooner.”

“Who is responsible for all this?” she asked angrily.

A bastard I thought I had reduced him to dust - apparently killing him once is insufficient.”

Integra sat up, looking at Alucard with surprise at the intensity of hatred in his voice.  She was long resigned to the fact Alucard was anything but good; still she had never seen him exhibit so much loathing before.

“Alucard, who is the person that did this to me?” she asked as she held up a strand of her now silvery hair.  “Someone has been messing around in my head ...  I have seen the most horrible things.  You must know something.  Tell me,” she pleaded.

“This is just the beginning.”

She felt him press something cold and metallic into her hands.  She stared.  It was her gun.

“Be careful now,” he warned.  “The silver will hurt you doubly in your present state but it should suffice to convince you of my sincerity in this matter.”

She shuddered as another wave of pain ran through her head. 

“You fight but how long can you hold out?  Why do you cling to your pathetic humanity?”

“I won’t lose!” she snarled, glaring at him.

“You know the futility of your attempts child.  Surely you remember your great grandfather’s notes on Mina and Lucy.”

“Fiend,” she gasped, lugging at him.  This time Alucard was faster, pinning her arms as he forced her to lie down on the bed.

“I assure you this has nothing to do with me,” replied Alucard dryly, his face inches from hers.  “I recoil in disgust at the fact he still walks this earth.  Disgust that he still lives, except ...”

“Except that this means you get to kill him again, whoever he is?” said Integra trembling as she saw the crazed smile cross the vampire’s face.  The visions over the last few days were not just mere dreams; they were nightmares come true.  Something more sinister than Alucard was in control here.  Something whose blood now coursed through her veins.

“What have I become?” she cried.  Despite herself, Integra felt a tear roll down her cheek.

“I’m not crying,” she protested.  “I’ve just got dust in my eye.”

Alucard said nothing.  Releasing her arms, he gently lifted a finger to arrest the descent of the offending droplet.

Startled, she pushed his hand away.  “No, I am not crying.  I am Integra Hellsing.  I cannot give in, not now, not ever.”

“Of course you are,” Alucard replied, his voice calming her somewhat.  “Come and I will tell you all you need to know.  I am your only ally.  You cannot return to England, not like this.  Just like it was thirteen years ago, you don’t have any other options.”

“But,” Integra replied, hesitant.  “Why are you helping me?  It is not in your nature.”

“No one crosses me twice and lives,” he snarled.  “I want him dead, more than anything else in the world and I dare bet that his death would give you great pleasure too milady.”

With reflexes quicker than even she expected, Integra had the barrel of the gun at Alucard’s head.  “How do I know you are telling me the truth?” she asked.  “You’ve been very good at keeping your thoughts to yourself.  How do I know you’re not in cahoots with this person, whoever he is?”

Alucard laughed.  “Wonderful, you would make a good vampire even though your silly head refuses to admit it.”

She glared at him.

“You don’t have any other person to turn to and you know it.  Soon the real battle will begin.  Give up now and you might as well end your misery yourself,” he said, gesturing to her gun.

She froze at the familiarity of the words.  “But Walter, he will ...”

“The poor man does not know what we are up against.  Hurry, if you value his life.  He, Seras and Pip are on their way to my castle but Verdorben is already there.”

“You fled?” she asked incredulous.  What kind of enemy was this if he scared even the great Alucard?

Alucard snorted in disgust.  “I have defeated him and I will defeat him again but I could not risk your capture.”

“My capture?”

“You defeated Horror this time because he has underestimated you.  You will not be so fortunate the next time he sends his other minions for you.”

Clenching her eyelids, Integra tried to fight back the remaining tears that were threatening to flood out.  She had never felt fear so acutely since that fateful night thirteen years ago when she had fled to the dungeons to avoid her pursuers.

She had hoped to find her knight in shining armour.

Instead, she had found a monster and a life that she had never dreamed would be so terrifying.  Nothing had changed, thirteen years later she was still fleeing for her life, with only the same monster for an ally.

“Swear to me that you won’t hurt Walter or Pip or Seras,” she said as she lowered the gun slowly.

“Fine, I will not lift my hand against them,” he answered.  Approaching the window, he said  “I leave now.  The question is, are you still afraid child?”

She frowned at his words.  Ignoring the little voice at the back of her mind, Integra gingerly stepped onto the window-sill.

 

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